Man Up, Already!
So, I’m being a stupid girl.
I like a guy. Okay. I REALLY like this guy. I can see myself spending lots more time with him. Actually, that’s what I want. I want to belong to him, for him to belong to me. I’m falling in love with him.
The problem is, I don’t know what he feels for me. He has never called me, I usually initiate texts between us, and the biggest complement he has given me is that I’m “kinda cool.”
A part of me desperately wants to ask him what he feels for me – what he wants from me. The other part is terrified that it will scare him away. Truthfully, I’d rather have him in my world, if only on a limited basis than not at all.
When I started out on this dating thing, I wasn’t looking for anything serious. I clearly have in my profile that I’m not looking for anything long term. It’s not fair of me to change my mind, mid-stream.
So, do I shut down my emotions and just enjoy the moment? I’ve done it before, but not with someone this amazing.
Or, if I man up and ask him, would it broach a topic he’s been wondering about, too?
Nope, not man enough. I’m a wuss. I’ll just keep wondering.
- Posted in: Dating