Too Good to be True?
So, last night, I was hoping that Mr. Mustang would cancel on me. Well, he did. I was relieved, and yet disappointed.
And then I got to thinking (never a good thing!) What if it is all just too good to be true? This great guy seems to be really into me. Yes, it’s sad that I don’t beleive that a great guy would be into me, but that’s how I feel right now, and I’m okay with that.
But… now there’s doubt. What if he’s married? What if he double-booked and decided to keep his date with the other woman? What if he’s a scammer? What if…
Oh, I don’t know. The doubt that I had before was based on me – how I look, etc. Now, the doubt is based on him. Now, I have doubt that he is who he says he is. I mean, he did seem to get attached to me awfully quickly. Truthfully, I liked it better when the doubt was based on me. At least that way, I didn’t feel like I might be getting duped.
So, I feel myself withdrawing from him a bit, just to protect myself.
I hate dating! I should just quit and get 15 cats!
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