Monthly Archives: June, 2014

Joy or Pain

Okay. I admit it – I’m fearful. I don’t want to be, but I am. Knowing how much I hate that my ex-husband makes his decisions based on fear, I’m not letting mine control me. Mr. Camper is saying all the right things and everything feels right. I’ve never experienced it before, but what I …

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Beloved Friends

About a year ago, I found an ex-uncle (he and my aunt had divorced, which makes him my ex-uncle, right?) As a child, I only knew him as an uncle, so in my heart, that’s who he will always be. After chatting with him a bit, I found that I have a couple of major …

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No #3

Just got done with Date #2 with Mr. Baker. There won’t be a Date #3. I’d like to think that my connection with Mr. Camper has nothing to do with it. I’d like to think that I gave Mr. Baker a fair shot. I really can’t be sure because I do feel so strongly for …

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Unsure

Guess what?! Mr. Camper likes me! He said he likes me! Oh my heavens – can you just hear the teenager in me squealing? It’s pathetic, yet I’m bubbling over with it. He sent me an e-mail today which just made me smile through and through. He wants to see me more. And more. We …

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It Worked!

For weeks, I’ve been pining for Mr. Cuddles, aching because we weren’t to be together again, missing his arms around me, wishing I had him beside me as I ran errands. Every day I missed talking with him, and every night I missed him holding me. The company of other men temporarily distracted me, but …

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No Jumping

For those of you who haven’t done the online dating route, I need to explain something. You can be someone completely different online than you are in person. It’s easy to do and it actually happens quite naturally without any intention of misleading anyone. Most of us are braver online than we are in person. …

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Getting Nervous!

I’ve got my date with Mr. Camper tonight and I’m finally beginning to get nervous. Online, he seems like a really cool guy. Too good to be true, which makes me think he’s a scammer. At this moment in time, that’s okay with me because if he cancelled or stood me up, it means I …

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Still There

When last we saw our fearless heroine, she thought she had lost both of the men with whom she had been chatting… Duh duh DUH! Nope. I was wrong. Mr. Baker had no idea that his issue was even going on (how can you not know?!) and was thankful I pointed it out. Since he …

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Honesty Sucks!

I’m currently talking to four men (sorta). I haven’t really had a conversation with two of them in a couple of days, so I think those are over before they even start. No biggie. And then I’ve got Mr. Baker and Mr. Camper. Two very different men. And I had to practice honesty with both …

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Fading

I’m very pleased to announce that my yearning for Mr. Cuddles is starting to fade. It might be because it’s been a while since I’ve seen him. Or, it might be due to the fact that I’m currently a hot commodity (or at least, as far as I’m concerned). I currently have 5 men wanting …

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