Monthly Archives: October, 2018
Heartbroken
You know I post things out a month, right? This is a bonus blog because it needs to be read sooner than that. We’ve just experienced the deadliest anti-Semitic shooting in American history. I’m not here to point fingers. I’m sure you all know who I feel is at the root of it. Instead, I …
Missing C
Do y’all remember C from last spring? He’s been on my mind a lot, lately. I see men who have the same type of facial hair. Or a similar hair style. Or body type. I always look twice to see if it’s him, which is silly because he doesn’t live in this area. I think …
CPAP
Yesterday was the big day – the day I’ve been working toward for half a year. I picked up my CPAP machine! It seems so silly, but I was nervous going to pick it up. What if I hate it? What if it’s not worth it, after all of this? What if … I don’t …
The Naming Process
So, I already have a date (are you shocked?!) Well, at least – I think I do. I mean, we scheduled it yesterday, but I’m really unsure whether or not it will take place. I want to meet him at a nearby Starbucks, but he wants to meet for a full lunch. He doesn’t seem …
Greek Toxin!!!
When I was first jumping on the Greek yogurt bandwagon, I read an article which disturbed me. It claimed that the waste product from producing the new and miraculous Greek yogurt was toxic and illegal to dump, causing huge problems. Oh my gosh! Should I stop eating it? What in the world are they doing …
One Foot in Front of the Other
For some reason, whenever I feel like I need to go back to basics and take life one step at a time, I always think of this song: I need to get move on with my life. I can’t spend years mourning the loss of the love of my life. A dear friend once told …
Mourning
Today I get to tell you how much this sucks! After I got off the phone with Mr. C yesterday, I went home and told my mother (with whom I live) that I wanted to be alone. She clearly saw that I was crying, and her first instinct (as is natural) was to hug me. …
The End
That’s right it’s finally here – the blog for which you’ve been waiting all of these weeks. I finally get to tell you what happened to end things with Mr. C and I. I’m curious if any of you had bets going on. I mean, how many things could it have been, really? If you …
Making Up?
I just realized that I must leave you hanging now and then. Or, at the very least, leave you wondering. You see my fights with Mr. C and you see the good times, but you don’t really see what happens in between. I bet you wonder, “I thought they were fighting?! What happened?!” AmIRight? The …
26.4!!!
For years, Mr. C has been urging me to get tested for sleep apnea. My children have told me that I snore like a freight train, but Mr. C told me that I also stop breathing as I sleep. Yah. Whatever. Last spring, when I was taking charge of my life and making changes for …
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